Lately

so lately things have been different for me. kind of weird..

on august 2nd i started working at pacsun again. the first time i worked there i got some bad news,
and now this time i got bad news while working twice (the next two paragraphs). kinda weird.

on august 4th a friend from school passed away.
we had just graduated, life was supposed to be beginning, instead, his ended.
it doesnt seem fair, but i know there is a reason for everything.

on august 6th, i was blatantly dumped..
my boyfriend and i were doing great, or so i thought
and all of a sudden things were different.
he texted me and told me that he was going back to his ex.
someone told me that it was planned like a month before he actually did it though
so that sucks but i am better off without him. i did love him though..
he also cheated on me with someone really close to us.
but like i said i am much better off without him.
on the 7th and 8th i did some really irresponsible things in response to being dumped and lied to.
i didnt cry much at all. only two times and for like a minute each time.
i didnt eat or sleep for about 5 days though.
i was insane by the time i was actually able to sleep.

on august 20th i got an awesome tattoo
it looks awesome.
people stop me and talk to me about it all the time which is cool.
it draws a lot of attention, both positive and negative. ha
i have met some really interesting people because of it.

august 21st i rode around with an old friend and some of his friends. we had a good time. his friend is like the cutest guy ever.

august 23rd i found out that my papaw has skin cancer, but its going to be taken care of.
its in God's hands.. like everything else. :)

august 24th me and a good friend decided to go see a movie at like 10. we went to see the other guys.
it wasnt very funny. but we had a fun night.

august 27th i went to the football game and left to see a friend that i hadnt seen in a while. it was good to see him! i missed him. :) he had another guy with him and it was cool to talk to him. i think hes cute too, haha.

august 30th a freind came over and talked to me cause i was a little down.
he left at like 6 in the morning. it was cool.

september 1st me and one of my friends were laying in my room and decided to go get my ear pierced
so we went to walmart, then decided to go to pacsun at like 830. we left and went to the sevierville walmart and got my cartilage pierced and then went to eat at ccs. ohh, we also went to gatlinburg and walked around for a bit and went to the motion theater. it was fun. haha we pissed a russian off.

ive been working a lot and enjoying my life, but its hard when i always
have a sad undertone because i miss my ex. ive been hangin out with a guy since his friend passed away on
the 4th and we got pretty close but i guess now he doesnt want to have anything to do with me. like he doesnt need me anymore so hes done with me. kinda sucks but i didnt like him the way that he liked me anyway. oh well... something kinda weird has been going on at home too. its not a bad weird, its just weird and new but oh well i wouldnt change the relationship for the world.
anyway, thanks for reading..